The last few days have been a wide range of emotions. I have felt joy from seeing my husband after almost a month away to feeling despair at the pain of a loved one all in the same day. I have been stretched to the point of breaking and then pulling it back together to console sadness and anger over the phone of a loved one. I desperately want to reach through the phone and be at 2 places at once just so I can wrap my arms around them and say I love you and we will get through it. These are the moments that you wail to God and in the same day see so many things you are thankful for. Have you ever wanted to control whole world just to make one thing better? What are some circumstances that have had you on your knees in despair? How did you get through those times?